To answer Lacy

Well my dear friend the answer to your comment is that my husband is a truck driver. He has been a truck driver for the past 10 years, therefor he is hardly home during the week..It was hard in the begining to have him gone so much, but now its really nice cause it gives us space...
He is a simple man, a country boy by heart. A provider.. That is his main focus.. To provide for his family.. I'm a caretaker, my main focus is to nurture my family.. So it just works for us.. Don't get me wrong sometimes we truely piss each other off. Especially lately we seem to have different interest, but I'm sure its just a phase. What we both want out of our marriage is still the same..

Okay moving on, Really proud of myself I have exercised all week and did really well on my diet.. I plan on exercising today also. Then a break on Saturday then begin again on Sunday..

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

just rambling

Today I will not take those pills.. I only took two yesterday and that was first thing in the morning by mistake.. I just didn't notice any difference in my hunger or energy, so why put something else in my body unneccesary..I am really proud of myself regardless of what the scale says(it must be broke) I have ate very healthy and low cal. I also have exercised everyday and plan on doing so this morning.. I really am trying to not think about the pound and a half that my (broke) scale says I gained..I will keep trucking on.. I am sleeping so much better, and I just over all feel sexier when I exercise.. and Lord knows my self estem needs the boost..

Went to my nephews bday party last night. It was just family very small at my brothers house.. He turned 8 , he reminds me of Cole so much..Jordan was very pleased he is now taller than Rondi . So thats one more person he is taller than.. I told him by the end of summer he will be taller than me. It may actually happen sooner. the boy is sprouting, and his voice is so deep and then cracks.. To funny!!

I need to take Daisy back to the vet to get her stapples out. I also need to go to Sams, but I really don't want to go spend the money.. Mine and Jeffs anniversary is Sunday I got him a card not mushy , he doesn't do mushy , and I think I will get him some cologne.. I know very cliche , but he needs some and I have a favorite that I can buy him..He hasn't had it in a while..I can't believe it will be 17 years, it really did go by fast..

Hope everyone has a great day..

oh boy I hurt!!

Two days of exercising and I'm hurting so bad... My legs hurt, inbetween my shoulders hurts, my arms hurt.. You get the picture I'm hurting everywhere.. And to top it off I gained a pound and half since Monday..With all this hurting I'm sure glad I'm easing back into exercising...I will do it again today.. I slept so good last night, that alone gives me motivation..

Accidentaly took those diet pills this morning instead of my thyroid pill. So now we will see if coffee effects the pills.. So far they have done nothing.. Course this is only day 4

Thats all I got, hope everyone has a great day!

Couldn't view Lacys blog this morning, it kept popping up some microsoft hot mail for your phone.. Hers was the only one though.. Weird

I did exercise yesterday.. Yea me!! I turned the sound down on the tonning video and turned on pandora.. Was sooo much better.. Then I walk/run on treadmill for 30 min. Its a start.. Today I plan on doing the eleptical for 30 min.. Two days on diet pills and I haven't noticed any change in the way I feel.. Don't know if that is good or bad..

Thats it. Hope everyone has a great day..

Good Weekend

I had a pretty good weekend.. It was very interesting at the tattoo convintion. I'm a people watcher so it was right up my alley.. I was very pleased that Jeff agreed to stay as long as we did.. He doesn't like people..He really enjoyed talking to Hunter.. That man is a hoot! 

I really enjoyed hanging out with Laura, I wish we could all hang out more.

Sunday Jordan mowed and Jeff worked on his smoker.. We really need to do some yard cleaning.. My husband never throws shit away. My back yard looks like a junk yard.. We have decided that we are getting rid of the pool and trampoline.. I'm waiting on my brother to see if he wants the trampoline and if not, Sams sister is taking it.. The pool were not sure about. We don't even know if once we take it down if won't crumble.. When we replaced the liner last year there were some pretty serious rusty spots..The filter is still good though and that bad boy cost us $350. So I know Jeff wants to sale it. Its already four years old so I don't know how much he wants to get from it. Once the pool is gone we are going to put a washer pitching area in its spot.. If were staying we need to do some serious work on our yard. Jeff needs to finish the dam storage building and we need a cover over our patio, and a new back door..

We ending up buying diet pills. Lipozene.. We started them yesterday.. I will exercise today.. I'm going to do my toning video for sure its only 20 minutes. Then if I feel the need I will do the treadmill. I did not lose the five pounds I wanted to lose for this month.. I'm still bouncing between 158-160  I'm so mad at myself for gaining after I had got down to 150. Dam Baileys and Dr. P

I really want to vent about my sex life, but to embarrassed.. Lets just say I'm really really sexually frustrated and Jeff doesn't get it..

Hope everyone has a great day..

Yesterday sucked!!

Yesterday started out really good, I have a coupon for $10 off plus 20% off at Maurices. Well since I had to get dog food I ran next door to check things out. They were also having a buy one get one half off sale on all there casual wear.. They have a lot of new spring tops and some really cute shorts and capris in. I was just getting my grove going when Jordan calls me and tells me daisy is bledding from her stiches really bad. So I stop shopping and run next door to get dog food then come home. Sure enough she rippied herself open. So I take her back to the vet. They had to put two stapples in her. She is so good she didn't even yelp..I still had Walmart to do so I brought her back home and ran to the store. I wasn't in the mood to finish my shopping so maybe this weekend , my coupon expires Monday so I have to do it soon if I'm gonna use them.

Jeff finially said we could go to the tattoo convintion.. YEA!! I have never been so I'm looking forward to it.

Still no pills I did look while at Walmart. The guy from the biggest loser has his own pills out now. There was only one box left on shelf and I was tempted, but didn't do it. Also Jillian Michaels has some pills too. Some kind of cleanse and fat burner.. Those two always preach no pills so I was kinda of interested in them. At least they would be more natural then some of the other diet pills. I think..

I bought my good hair color, my hair looks dark and dingy right now.. I hate that last color.. I didn't buy the bleach one just an extra light natural blonde. Its only been three weeks since my last color job, but I think I will put my new color on today..

Hope everyone has a great weekend!

No go on my sister-in-laws fat burner pills. She said that some days are good, but most days she feels sick, but my cousin is taking Lypozene and lost 6 pounds his first week. I know thats probably water. Still just thinking about it.. I need some sort of jump start. I think if I could see a 5 pound drop in my weight it might motivate me to exercise again. I have just got the lazys bad. so not like me. I used to love to exercise..in fact I exercised so much I was told I did it too much.. HAA! Maybe thats the problem I used up all my mometuem!!

I once again stressed how much I want to go to the tattoo convention to Jeff.. I told him when Matt was going to be there and he perked up on the idea. I told him to let me know by Friday night if were going or not..

I have to leave the house today.. The dogs need food.. I think I will also run into Maurices since I will be right there and see if anything catches my eye.. I also really want chineese food, but not sure if that will happen..

Hope everyone has a great day!