I just wanted to apoligize for my pitty blog the other day.. I am grateful that he thought about us enough to buy a gift for valentines. I was just more confused to the gift its self..

Really haven't done anything this week. You know just the usual. It looks like were still going over my cousins Saturday night for dinner. He is going to cook us steaks , and I'm bringing mac and cheese. When we went out with them that night we got to talking about food, and mac &cheese came up. They have never had it unless from a box. I haven't made it from a box in 12 years. So they want my mac&cheese. I don't do anything special , so I really don't understand the big fuss over it, but oh well I'm bringing mac&cheese.

I only exercised once this week.. flo has been here since tues. and I don't like to exercise while flo is here. Never have. I know thats an excuse, but I have always been like that..

Yesterday marked our 5 year anniversary for living in this house.. I can't believe its been that long already..

Hope everyone has a great weekend..

my turn now

With everyone venting I feel the need.. Haa Haa

So my venting is pretty stupid, but I want to vent so here goes.
Jeff and I will be married 17 years March 4. In all those years my husband has probably bought me gifts for holidays maybe 5 times. He just doesn't do gifts. In the beginning of our marriage I would always buy him bday, anniv., valentine, christmas, fathers day. I was always a gift giver. Well since he didn't give gifts he had a hard time receiving gifts. Literally he would get pissed off that I bought him something. So I just quit. I no longer buy him anything. Not even a card.. In the beginning of our marriage it used to hurt really bad when he wouldn't buy me gifts on his own for my bday or anniv. or mothers day. Now I'm just used to it, no big deal I would rather buy what I liked , instead of him wasting money on stupid shit. Which brings me to my venting.. Yesterday being valintines day means nothing here, no cards to get ready for school, no cookies , or cupcakes to make for school. Just another day. So when Jeff got home last night he had one of those pr-made baskets of valentines stuff and a stuffed bear for Jordan. I was completly shocked .. This is so not the norm for him.  okay so now is the part where yall are going to think I'm a bitch... the basket stuff was so cheesy.. it came with a cute white bear and that was the only thing worth keeping. it had a rose shaped pen, a heart pin cushion, grapefruit hand soap, and apple cinnimon lotion.( I hate apple cinn. anything the scent makes me gag),  Of course I didn't dare tell him the truth, I just kissed him and thanked him. but what really gets to me is on Sunday we were all in the living room and I said to everyone if anyone wants to buy me anything for Valintines I would really love some choc. covered strawberries..Jeff got home yesterday about 6:30 so I'm thinking he stopped at Albertsons to buy our gifts. Why would he buy me this crap instead of what I mentioned.. I don't understand him..
I also got a visit from flo.. last visit took 49 days this time 17 , my 28 day  schedule is all jacked up.. I need to find me a gyno. and go. its just our insurance is crap and I hate to spend the money. I used to go to family planning but there gone now..
Okay I'm done.. Hope everyone has a great day

new week

I had a really good weekend..We ended up going out with my cousin and aunt on Saturday night. I didn't like where we went , but it was nice to get out of the house.. Jeff didn't even complain about going. I was so happy.  My cousin and his wife are really vocal about there sex life. A bit awkward at times. He is 34 and she just turned 28.. They invited us over to there house this coming Saturday.. They have 4 kids the oldest is 12 or 13 so hopefully him and Jordan will get along..They just moved here last summer and they still don't have any friends. She is an RN at Shannon and I'm not to sure where Peter works..They both are talkers so there was conversation the whole night.. We stayed out till about midnight..
Sunday we just laid around and I did laundry. The snow was really pretty, but I'm so glad its all melted now.
Of course I gained back the two pounds I lost last week, so here goes the roller coaster again.. I think I'm going to only drink every two weeks and only one day on that weekend. Just like LA recommended untill I can get a handle on my weight loss.. I know it will be hard, but I really want this 20 pounds off more than I want to drink.
I'm in a good mind set today about exercising so hopefully I will follow through today.
Hope everyone has good day.

Not much going here.. as usual.. My cousin called me last night and said they couldn't find a babysitter so we won't be going out after all... I'm hoping they would decide to just have people over. I like hanging out at homes better than bars anyway..So no big plans for the weekend..Oh except to purchase one fabulous Dvd on Saturday....
I only exercised twice so far this week.. I'm gonna try real hard to get on the treadmill today.. I'm just so blah.. Its like I know I need to , but yuk!
Hope everyone has a great weekend..

Well I didn't do the tonning dvd yesterday, but I did eat really smart. Today I will exercise for sure.. I'm trying to motivate myself back into exercising and if maybe I can do at least 3 times a week for now . Maybe by the end of the month I will be back up to 5 times a week..What angers me is I used to exercise 6 times a week and loved it..I just have the blahs so bad.. I never want to leave the house.. I don't even hardly go outside to check the mail.. Maybe its just the winter blues, cause I love being outside when its warm.. Jeff complains that Jordan and I never do anything.. which doesn't make since to me. Like I told him with us being home were not spending any money.. He should be thankful that his wife likes being at home.. Jeff is going to check into 4h club for Jordan.. Something to do with guns. So when and if Jordan joins the 4h I will be running him around for that.. I think it will be good for Jordan to be around kids his own age.

Jeff's mom called him yesterday to let him know that she is moving to Eden to live with her boyfriend.. We just met him at Mandy's wedding so we don't know him... So I guess we will be helping her move at the end of the month..

3 days till Breaking Dawn Dvd... YEA!!

Hope everyone has a great day.

Well yesterday was done half right.. I did exercise , but then it  seemed like I was hungry all day long.. I ate more than what I would consider dieting, but not considered pigging out.. I'm going to try my hardest to make myself do a tonning dvd this morning... I'm just so so bored with it..

Got my haircut and ran all my errands yesterday so today I have nothing to do(but read)  HaaHaa

Jeff won't be home tonight so I don't have to cook. Yea me!!

Thats all I got.. hope everyone has a great day.

I did it... I weighed this morning. I did not like what the number said, but its really my own falt so I'm just going to take it in and do something about it.. I wrote it down, cause I really want to lose 5 pounds a month. I would love to lose more, but I drink to much so I don't see it happening. I will not give up alcahol!!!

Not much going on today. I get my haircut, and I need to go get heartworm pills for the dogs.

Jeff touched my face yesterday and said it felt very very soft. Really loving the Meaningful Beauty.

He went varment hunting with my brother and some other guys Friday night. and then cleaned his guns all day saturday. So he was in a real good mood all weekend long. We didn't argue at all..

I put a color on my hair yesterday and I don't like it.. For starters Jeff keeps hasseling me to use coupons (he loves that extreme coupon) so I had a $2.50 off coupon for a haircolor that I never buy. but I thought what the heck I will give it a try.. Then after I checked out from the store I realized coupon was still in my back pocket.. UGH!   The color just isn't blonde enough for me.. Even though I still have the coupon I will not use it again.. I love the brand I always use..Maybe it will look better after haircut today..

Hope everyone has a great day..