No One is Blogging

Okay I know we are all busy (wink wink), but yall need to at least say hello.. I don't know whats going on with all yall if you don't spill it on here.. Cause we all know how much I use the phone.. So whats going on with everybody? 

We have a showing today at 3.

Jeff starts his vacation tomorrow.

We have to buy a turkey to smoke.

We have to finish up Christmas shopping..

I hurt my moms feelings.. I didn't mean to. See every year we flip flop holidays so that we can take turns with the family.. Well this year was moms year for Thanksgiving and my Dads for Christmas. which means we go to my aunt Janes.. Well my mom and her husband are not getting along.. and her husband wants to go see his mother in Arkansa for Christmas , so my mom told me that she might come see us on Christmas instead of going with him.. I had to tell her that she was welcome to come , but I wouldn't be able to visit with her until late Christmas night cause we will be at Janes all day.. I told her that she could probably come to my aunts house if she wanted too.. (awkward), cause Jane wouldn't mind... My mom said no that she didn't want to intrude.. I had to explane to her we were at her house last Christmas its the other side of the family turn. She took it really well , but I could here the hurt in her voice... Oh and just incase your curious about Jeff's family. We have never had the event on the actualy day cause his family is so big with so many kids that we always just picked a day where everyone could get together.. Now that all the kids have grown up we hardly ever get together with all of them.. This last Sunday was the first in a very long time..and Vonda, Jeff's mom has always been so good about any weekend will work for her.. So this Friday we will have Christmas at her house.. which now that the kids are bigger will just be a meal.. We are not exchanging gifts this year.. I'm so looking forward to a good turkey and dressing meal..

Jeff and I are really getting along great , I really hope him being home for 5 days doesn't ruin it !!!!  

busy weekend

Boy did we have a busy weekend. Friday we had Ryanns bday party. Saturday we did shopping for Christmas at Norton for Sunday.. Then Sunday we did Christmas at Norton.. It was nice to see all the family. Wednesday Jeff starts his vacation. Friday we have Christmas at Vonda's. Jeff is going to smoke a turkey.. Saturday we will go to my aunt Janes to drink and play games. Then on Christmas we will be back at Janes for the day.. I'm not doing so well on my diet or exercise.. I plan on doing better this week to make up for the weekends.. I still have a little shopping to do , but we are just giving the kids money so I really don't have much to do.. Jordan does want pjs so I'm on the hunt for those.. Jeff and I arn't exchanging gifts this year since I'm going to Vegas and he is getting a new gun.. That is are gifts to each other.. Its going to be a busy week and with Jeff being home I probably won't be on the computer much.. I really hope everyone has a Merry Christmas..

P.S. Temple text me on Saturday and said Bill gave her Jaylee.. He just came over last Sunday and said here I don't want her anymore she's yours.. And he also told her that he would give her 50/50 for Cassie... Very strange for him to fight so hard for a child that wasn't his to just give her away..

Still got nothing to talk about..

Penny still not well..

Going to my neices bday party tonight at Las Ponchitas..

No weightloss!!

Ready for Vegas!!!!

Hope everyone has a great weekend!!!

drunk blogging

Yes its a  Wednesday (I think) and I'm drunk and alone.. My hubby won't be home tonight so I skipped cooking and Jordan and I just ate soup for lunch so instead of eating tonight I decided to drink.. I'm really lovin my vanilla vodka.. I loved the green apple too, I think I must try all the wonderful flavors of vodka..
Aunt flo was visiting this week so I gained two pounds.. BITCH!!!
I'm so ready for Vegas I just want to skip Christmas.. I know so selfish of me..
I need adult time bad.. Jeff and I watch church together every Sunday morning and this last Sunday the preacher was talking about the things that bug you about your spouse.. Well Jeff and I got to talking about it and why he is married to me I have no idea.. There is a lot of stuff that bugs him about me.. The main thing that he said was how I have to be the one in controle all the time..Like my way is it no other way works.. I have to disagree with him.. Yes I feel that if I'm right then I will fight for it, but he gets his way a lot more than I get mine.. My main thing with him is how he never ever shows me affection out in public.. No one would ever know we were married if they didn't know us.. He never introduces me to people that we may come upon , or ever sits by me if we are at a bar, or holds my hand as we walk into a place.. When I was fat I always felt he was ashamed of me , so now that I'm not so big WTF!  He just told me he doesn't like to show affection out in public.. This is so wrong of me what I'm about to say, but I wish just for once while out in public some hot guy would flirt with me cause he thinks I'm single and Jeff be right there, so maybe he would act like we were a couple out in public.
Okay enough of that its killing my buzz!
I was reading a fanfiction and its not done yet and it totaly pissed me off the way the author is leaving us hangin..On the up side of my reading all this smutt I have learned a few sexual things and have showed Jeff , he is very pleased with my reading now!
I am 40 about to be 41 who knew there was so much more to sex than what I have been doing.. I have been in the dark for way way way too long!!
Okay enough of that hubby is away tonigh.
Well my drunk blogging has come to a close its time to get my drink on!!  Later guys!!

hurt dog

Well Penny my almost two year dog has hurt herself..( I don't know how to spell the word that I'm about to try)  Hurneatated disc in her neck.. she is dopped up bad so she doesn't move around.. Her eyes are so big and black its soo soo sad :(   On the plus side nothings broken... Just rest and meds for 7 days..

The weekend was good.. lots of showings this past week , but no offers yet.

Don't really have much else to say.. Hope everyone has a great day!

Ugh I knew this would happen!

Okay deep down I knew once the words left my mouth asking Sam if she wanted to do a weight loss challenge with me that my system would shut the fuck down.. I only lost 1 fricken pound this week.. I exercised and ate right and I lost ONE pound... I'm so going back to just laying around reading all day.. Why the hell not I lost 4 pounds doing it that way..So really the question is do I want a firm tight body and not lose as much weight or a squishy body and weigh less?  Hmm ?  Or wait maybe I could lose the weight then tone the shit... Oh hell now what to do ...

Well we had a young hot guy come and look at the house yesterday. He liked it well enough to ask for a second showing today at 4:30 for his wife to see it.. As much as I want this house to sell I don't want anything to happen till after my Vegas trip.. I know selfish,Right?

Hope everyone has a great weekend. I have found another fanfiction author I like and am currently reading a story its 40 chapters long and I'm on ch. 18
Were going to a Christmas concert with my Dad side of the family on Saturday. Should be good.

Sorry still got nothing.. Its been a pretty calm week so far.. I have been a good girl and exercised and ate right. I weigh tomorrow to see if it has helped.