busy weekend

Boy did we have a busy weekend. Friday we had Ryanns bday party. Saturday we did shopping for Christmas at Norton for Sunday.. Then Sunday we did Christmas at Norton.. It was nice to see all the family. Wednesday Jeff starts his vacation. Friday we have Christmas at Vonda's. Jeff is going to smoke a turkey.. Saturday we will go to my aunt Janes to drink and play games. Then on Christmas we will be back at Janes for the day.. I'm not doing so well on my diet or exercise.. I plan on doing better this week to make up for the weekends.. I still have a little shopping to do , but we are just giving the kids money so I really don't have much to do.. Jordan does want pjs so I'm on the hunt for those.. Jeff and I arn't exchanging gifts this year since I'm going to Vegas and he is getting a new gun.. That is are gifts to each other.. Its going to be a busy week and with Jeff being home I probably won't be on the computer much.. I really hope everyone has a Merry Christmas..

P.S. Temple text me on Saturday and said Bill gave her Jaylee.. He just came over last Sunday and said here I don't want her anymore she's yours.. And he also told her that he would give her 50/50 for Cassie... Very strange for him to fight so hard for a child that wasn't his to just give her away..

Still got nothing to talk about..

Penny still not well..

Going to my neices bday party tonight at Las Ponchitas..

No weightloss!!

Ready for Vegas!!!!

Hope everyone has a great weekend!!!

drunk blogging

Yes its a  Wednesday (I think) and I'm drunk and alone.. My hubby won't be home tonight so I skipped cooking and Jordan and I just ate soup for lunch so instead of eating tonight I decided to drink.. I'm really lovin my vanilla vodka.. I loved the green apple too, I think I must try all the wonderful flavors of vodka..
Aunt flo was visiting this week so I gained two pounds.. BITCH!!!
I'm so ready for Vegas I just want to skip Christmas.. I know so selfish of me..
I need adult time bad.. Jeff and I watch church together every Sunday morning and this last Sunday the preacher was talking about the things that bug you about your spouse.. Well Jeff and I got to talking about it and why he is married to me I have no idea.. There is a lot of stuff that bugs him about me.. The main thing that he said was how I have to be the one in controle all the time..Like my way is it no other way works.. I have to disagree with him.. Yes I feel that if I'm right then I will fight for it, but he gets his way a lot more than I get mine.. My main thing with him is how he never ever shows me affection out in public.. No one would ever know we were married if they didn't know us.. He never introduces me to people that we may come upon , or ever sits by me if we are at a bar, or holds my hand as we walk into a place.. When I was fat I always felt he was ashamed of me , so now that I'm not so big WTF!  He just told me he doesn't like to show affection out in public.. This is so wrong of me what I'm about to say, but I wish just for once while out in public some hot guy would flirt with me cause he thinks I'm single and Jeff be right there, so maybe he would act like we were a couple out in public.
Okay enough of that its killing my buzz!
I was reading a fanfiction and its not done yet and it totaly pissed me off the way the author is leaving us hangin..On the up side of my reading all this smutt I have learned a few sexual things and have showed Jeff , he is very pleased with my reading now!
I am 40 about to be 41 who knew there was so much more to sex than what I have been doing.. I have been in the dark for way way way too long!!
Okay enough of that hubby is away tonigh.
Well my drunk blogging has come to a close its time to get my drink on!!  Later guys!!

hurt dog

Well Penny my almost two year dog has hurt herself..( I don't know how to spell the word that I'm about to try)  Hurneatated disc in her neck.. she is dopped up bad so she doesn't move around.. Her eyes are so big and black its soo soo sad :(   On the plus side nothings broken... Just rest and meds for 7 days..

The weekend was good.. lots of showings this past week , but no offers yet.

Don't really have much else to say.. Hope everyone has a great day!

Ugh I knew this would happen!

Okay deep down I knew once the words left my mouth asking Sam if she wanted to do a weight loss challenge with me that my system would shut the fuck down.. I only lost 1 fricken pound this week.. I exercised and ate right and I lost ONE pound... I'm so going back to just laying around reading all day.. Why the hell not I lost 4 pounds doing it that way..So really the question is do I want a firm tight body and not lose as much weight or a squishy body and weigh less?  Hmm ?  Or wait maybe I could lose the weight then tone the shit... Oh hell now what to do ...

Well we had a young hot guy come and look at the house yesterday. He liked it well enough to ask for a second showing today at 4:30 for his wife to see it.. As much as I want this house to sell I don't want anything to happen till after my Vegas trip.. I know selfish,Right?

Hope everyone has a great weekend. I have found another fanfiction author I like and am currently reading a story its 40 chapters long and I'm on ch. 18
Were going to a Christmas concert with my Dad side of the family on Saturday. Should be good.

Sorry still got nothing.. Its been a pretty calm week so far.. I have been a good girl and exercised and ate right. I weigh tomorrow to see if it has helped.

I was a good girl I exercised and did well on my eating..Not exercising for such a long time then starting back up again made me sleepy during the day.. I feel asleep for about 30 minutes on the couch.. I will probably nap untill my body gets back into exercising again..
Its so cold out, I hate it.. I don't like it when its this cold.. The snow falling yesterday was pretty, but I hate the cold..
I really got nothing. Just gonna exercise then lay around and read so I don't eat.. HAA