I was a good girl I exercised and did well on my eating..Not exercising for such a long time then starting back up again made me sleepy during the day.. I feel asleep for about 30 minutes on the couch.. I will probably nap untill my body gets back into exercising again..
Its so cold out, I hate it.. I don't like it when its this cold.. The snow falling yesterday was pretty, but I hate the cold..
I really got nothing. Just gonna exercise then lay around and read so I don't eat.. HAA

Venting / BEWARE

I don't know if I'm gonna make it this winter, I'm already freezing.. I like cool weather not cold weather.. HaHa
Hope everyone had a good weekend. Mine started off pretty rough but ended really well. Jeff and I have had some sort of wall up between us. For a lot of reasons.. I don't know if its him going through mid life crises or me, but right now we seem to be going in different directions.. Friday night I was so pissed at him, then saturday morning I was pissed at him.. Its like hey whatever happen to waiting until I was done before you. Thats how it used to be, now its like he gets in and gets out before I'm even close.. So sexually frustrating.. So by saturday afternoon I'm a little grumpy.. You know you would be too if you came so close two times in two days , but didn't get to finish.. He asked me what my problem was and I just blew up at him.. He really didn't say much about it.. Then we went to Sams and bought groceries..He has really started questioning all my disissions.. like for instance he wanted me to make chicken and dumplins for sunday.. I know how to do it I just don't like to cook them because it takes so long and I have told everyone all the time I hate to cook. thats why I make simple stuff and don't bake. I like to get in the kitchen and get out.. So anyway about the chicken and dumplins. He loves the way my aunt Cindy makes them and wanted me to call her and get her to tell me how to do it. I told him she is the one that taught me, but he just kept going on and on about how he didn't remember her telling me how.. So he asked me how I make them I had to tell him step by step. Then when I mentioned the butter and maybe some milk he was like nope thats not right Cindy didn't tell me she used butter and milk you need to call her back.. Well I refused and told him if he wanted me to make them then he needed to back the fuck off cause I do know how to make them.. So now I have to run into a different grocery store to get bisquits cause Sams doesn't have raw bisquits.. I told him to just run by Walmart we are right here and I will run in real quick and get them.. He said why don't we just go to Albertsons, I said were right here at Walmart I will just run in no big deal.. So he got all bitchy about it and said yes BOSS  what ever you say BOSS.. I don't get it if I'm the one running into the store and I don't mind running into Walmart why even suggest going to another store.. So by saturday night we had a few drinks and watched two movies with Cole, Sam, Jordan.. He was in a better mood and took his time with me Saturday night to make up *winkwink*  oh and then Sunday morning was pretty hot as hell *wink wink*  We got along great all day Sunday and my chicken and dumplins turned out fabulous and he loved them.. Took me 3 and half hours from start to finish but hey at least he loved them..So left overs today YEA!!
Okay so I really want to lose some weight before Vegas and me losing 4 pounds last week really got me pumped so since Sam is always talking about needing to lose weight , I decided to see if she would do a weight loss challenge with me.. See who could lose the most weight by Jan.8th.. She agreed.. Cole then through in who ever wins he will give them $50.. So starting today the challenge is on.. She's young so her metabolizsm will kick my ass, but she is also lazy and doesn't like to exercise so maybe I will kick her ass.. We will see..Let the game begin!!!

Today we have a showing of the house. Its the first one in two weeks. I turned down four showings during the two weeks.. They were all spur of the minute showings and I wasn't home when my realitor called. I'm so tired of showing the house, I know its a must in order to sell it. I have decided I just don't give a crap whether they think my house is clean enough. I mean its clean its just not as clean as it would be when I know people are coming over. I dusted last night and I'm about to vacuum and sweep and then thats it.. I'm tired of going all gung whole everytime we have a showing.. We normally hang out in the back yard while they are looking at the house, but Jeff wants me to load up the dogs and leave.. He doesn't realize what a pain in the ass loading up four dogs is for a showing that lasts maybe 10-15 minutes..
After the showing I've got some errands to run. then home to cook pork chops and mashed potatoes..yum!
I didn't do the dance kincet yesterday , but I did walk/run on the treadmill for about 30 minutes to build myself back up for next weeks hard core workout.. Of course now that I have a showing I won't be exercising today. I will sat. and sun.. maybe :)   I did weigh myself this morning and reading does the body good.. I have lost four pounds.. See I knew reading was better than watching tv. When I watch tv I want to snack, but with reading I don't..So 14 pounds to go and I will be at my goal weight.. I would really like to be at it by our Vegas trip, but I'm not going to make it an obsession because if I do I know I will fail. If it happens it happens and if not oh well.. I'm so excited to being going back to Vegas it falls a week before my birthday and it just feels so cool to be going . Maybe I could make it like a birthday tradition..HAA!
I'm going to go pay for my ticket today and then it will finially feel like a real deal..
Hope everyone has a fantastic weekend.. stay inside it looks to be a cold crappy weekend..Good time to read...LOL

Got all my errands ran yesterday and cooked taco soup (yum) we will be eating left overs today.. Monday I will start back exercising.. I will have to do it slowly cause I haven't exercised in two weeks.. shame on me..today Sam is here and we are gonna play dance central on my knect , so there is a bit of exercise.. Cole got it for me right before Thanksgiving and I haven't played it yet. Sam has and said it really works up a sweat..
Chip is sick again, damn dog and his allergies.. These mesquite trees are the cause..
Not much going on today its so cloudy out it makes me lazy..perfect day for laying around and READ!  haa
hope everyone has a good day!

7 day holiday

I know its been forever since my last blog.. Jeff came home the wednesday before Thanksgiving at 10:30 that morning so I didn't have a chance to get on the computer. Then we left at 6:30 Thursday to go to my moms.. She didn't get home as early as they thought they would so by the time we got to her house we just went straight to eat at some buffette place there in Waxahachie.. It was packed we ate there two years ago on Thanksgiving so we were kinda prepared.. The food really sucks which I guess is a good thing because me and buffette's are really good friends.. LOL! After we ate we just went back to my moms and laid around and watched movies. I had a really big fight with Jeff on Wednesday before we left about my reading.. He feels that I read way too much.. I swear I can't please the man.. First I drink and watch way too much tv  now I read too much... he said every time he calls I'm reading , everytime he's home I'm reading.. Which is not true I get all my chores done and errands done before I start reading.. I made a compramise with him any time he is home I will not read unless he is on the computer or playing xbox. He said he wanted me to limit my reading while he was gone as well.. OH HELL NO!!!  What is the difference in reading and watching tv.. So he agreed I could read while he wasn't home.. I swear sometimes I just want to scream!!  I truely understand him not wanting me to read when he's in the same room with me, I get it, but to try and get me to not read when he's not home thats a little crazy.. So back to our arrangement I will only read when he is doing something himself.. So back to my trip.. on Friday we went to Jeff's dads work and surprised him. We haven't seen him in I think close to 7 years..Then we went with my mom to look at house she wanted us to see.. It sucked , I don't know why she thought I would like it.. Then Saturday we went to visit his dad at his house for a couple of hours and went and ate at El Chicos with the family.. It was fun they have really great margarittas...Sunday we came home to a frickin mess.. Chip (our boxer) got bored and destroyed all of Jordans pillows that he had. My son sleeps with a lot of pillows I mean like 7 or 8.. So just picture in your head snow in the house and back yard.. So from now on Chip will not have free rein in the house while we are away. He will be locked in the den..After me and Jordan got the mess cleaned up I cleaned the house and started some laundry. Jeff was on the computer so when I was done I started reading.. HAAA!  I am so hooked on this fanfiction.. I have discovered something about myself. I really like smut and compared to some of these sex stories my sex life really really sucks..Don't get me wrong these are love stories with smut , not just some total random sex stuff..Jeff was off Mon & Tues. so I cleaned more and did laundry and while he played xbox or on the computer I read.. I told him to help me by telling me to stop reading when he wanted my attention.. He never did so after all my chores were done, food cooked , I read..He told me I need to get out of the house more and stop reading so much, but if I get out of the house more I will just end up spending money, so he said never mind...
Today I have errands to run and food to buy.. I have a whole bunch of receipts I need to write down form our weekend, but yuk who wants to do that...Any who things to do today so I guess I need to get off here and get busy..

weekend

I had so much fun over the weekend. Jeff did too, he said he really liked everyone.. YEA!   I have to say I think all of yall's kids are awesome , except for the one time zain got hurt there was no fighting... and they all have such great manors.. Yall are great parents!!! 

I still don't know if this computer will post my blogs, but I'm trying. I'm on may way to see Breaking Dawn again with Rondi , she hasn't seen it yet..

I haven't started the book the Matt gave me yet ,cause I was finishing up a story I was reading from my fanfiction list. I really should stop reading some of those stories they get me so sexually frustrated!!! UGH

We are leaving to go to my mom on Thursday and coming back Sunday. We are going to look at a house that my mom found for us. Its on an acrea and half and Jeff can drive the big truck home.. any who we will see. Its an owner finiance so I don't know about that..

Hope everyone has a fantastic holiday.. I already miss everyone it was so much fun saturday..

damn technology

I'm trying to blog it may not work. Our computer is still messed up and now Jordans is too. His will turn on , but the screen is black and won't turn off. Poor guy if his computer is done he will have to repeat this years lesson cause his stupid mom hasn't backed anything up. In way that his good for him to repeat , but in a way that really sucks for him... At least he would really no the stuff if he has to repeat it.
We are looking forward to Saturday , it will be our first time to hang out with everyone.. And honestly I'm looking forward to a Jordan break...
Breakimng Dawn is showing every hour today and the only times that are sold out are the night times, so me and Jordan are going this afternoon... YEA!!!!!!!
See yall tomorrow