Today we have a showing of the house. Its the first one in two weeks. I turned down four showings during the two weeks.. They were all spur of the minute showings and I wasn't home when my realitor called. I'm so tired of showing the house, I know its a must in order to sell it. I have decided I just don't give a crap whether they think my house is clean enough. I mean its clean its just not as clean as it would be when I know people are coming over. I dusted last night and I'm about to vacuum and sweep and then thats it.. I'm tired of going all gung whole everytime we have a showing.. We normally hang out in the back yard while they are looking at the house, but Jeff wants me to load up the dogs and leave.. He doesn't realize what a pain in the ass loading up four dogs is for a showing that lasts maybe 10-15 minutes..
After the showing I've got some errands to run. then home to cook pork chops and mashed potatoes..yum!
I didn't do the dance kincet yesterday , but I did walk/run on the treadmill for about 30 minutes to build myself back up for next weeks hard core workout.. Of course now that I have a showing I won't be exercising today. I will sat. and sun.. maybe :)   I did weigh myself this morning and reading does the body good.. I have lost four pounds.. See I knew reading was better than watching tv. When I watch tv I want to snack, but with reading I don't..So 14 pounds to go and I will be at my goal weight.. I would really like to be at it by our Vegas trip, but I'm not going to make it an obsession because if I do I know I will fail. If it happens it happens and if not oh well.. I'm so excited to being going back to Vegas it falls a week before my birthday and it just feels so cool to be going . Maybe I could make it like a birthday tradition..HAA!
I'm going to go pay for my ticket today and then it will finially feel like a real deal..
Hope everyone has a fantastic weekend.. stay inside it looks to be a cold crappy weekend..Good time to read...LOL

Got all my errands ran yesterday and cooked taco soup (yum) we will be eating left overs today.. Monday I will start back exercising.. I will have to do it slowly cause I haven't exercised in two weeks.. shame on me..today Sam is here and we are gonna play dance central on my knect , so there is a bit of exercise.. Cole got it for me right before Thanksgiving and I haven't played it yet. Sam has and said it really works up a sweat..
Chip is sick again, damn dog and his allergies.. These mesquite trees are the cause..
Not much going on today its so cloudy out it makes me lazy..perfect day for laying around and READ!  haa
hope everyone has a good day!

7 day holiday

I know its been forever since my last blog.. Jeff came home the wednesday before Thanksgiving at 10:30 that morning so I didn't have a chance to get on the computer. Then we left at 6:30 Thursday to go to my moms.. She didn't get home as early as they thought they would so by the time we got to her house we just went straight to eat at some buffette place there in Waxahachie.. It was packed we ate there two years ago on Thanksgiving so we were kinda prepared.. The food really sucks which I guess is a good thing because me and buffette's are really good friends.. LOL! After we ate we just went back to my moms and laid around and watched movies. I had a really big fight with Jeff on Wednesday before we left about my reading.. He feels that I read way too much.. I swear I can't please the man.. First I drink and watch way too much tv  now I read too much... he said every time he calls I'm reading , everytime he's home I'm reading.. Which is not true I get all my chores done and errands done before I start reading.. I made a compramise with him any time he is home I will not read unless he is on the computer or playing xbox. He said he wanted me to limit my reading while he was gone as well.. OH HELL NO!!!  What is the difference in reading and watching tv.. So he agreed I could read while he wasn't home.. I swear sometimes I just want to scream!!  I truely understand him not wanting me to read when he's in the same room with me, I get it, but to try and get me to not read when he's not home thats a little crazy.. So back to our arrangement I will only read when he is doing something himself.. So back to my trip.. on Friday we went to Jeff's dads work and surprised him. We haven't seen him in I think close to 7 years..Then we went with my mom to look at house she wanted us to see.. It sucked , I don't know why she thought I would like it.. Then Saturday we went to visit his dad at his house for a couple of hours and went and ate at El Chicos with the family.. It was fun they have really great margarittas...Sunday we came home to a frickin mess.. Chip (our boxer) got bored and destroyed all of Jordans pillows that he had. My son sleeps with a lot of pillows I mean like 7 or 8.. So just picture in your head snow in the house and back yard.. So from now on Chip will not have free rein in the house while we are away. He will be locked in the den..After me and Jordan got the mess cleaned up I cleaned the house and started some laundry. Jeff was on the computer so when I was done I started reading.. HAAA!  I am so hooked on this fanfiction.. I have discovered something about myself. I really like smut and compared to some of these sex stories my sex life really really sucks..Don't get me wrong these are love stories with smut , not just some total random sex stuff..Jeff was off Mon & Tues. so I cleaned more and did laundry and while he played xbox or on the computer I read.. I told him to help me by telling me to stop reading when he wanted my attention.. He never did so after all my chores were done, food cooked , I read..He told me I need to get out of the house more and stop reading so much, but if I get out of the house more I will just end up spending money, so he said never mind...
Today I have errands to run and food to buy.. I have a whole bunch of receipts I need to write down form our weekend, but yuk who wants to do that...Any who things to do today so I guess I need to get off here and get busy..

weekend

I had so much fun over the weekend. Jeff did too, he said he really liked everyone.. YEA!   I have to say I think all of yall's kids are awesome , except for the one time zain got hurt there was no fighting... and they all have such great manors.. Yall are great parents!!! 

I still don't know if this computer will post my blogs, but I'm trying. I'm on may way to see Breaking Dawn again with Rondi , she hasn't seen it yet..

I haven't started the book the Matt gave me yet ,cause I was finishing up a story I was reading from my fanfiction list. I really should stop reading some of those stories they get me so sexually frustrated!!! UGH

We are leaving to go to my mom on Thursday and coming back Sunday. We are going to look at a house that my mom found for us. Its on an acrea and half and Jeff can drive the big truck home.. any who we will see. Its an owner finiance so I don't know about that..

Hope everyone has a fantastic holiday.. I already miss everyone it was so much fun saturday..

damn technology

I'm trying to blog it may not work. Our computer is still messed up and now Jordans is too. His will turn on , but the screen is black and won't turn off. Poor guy if his computer is done he will have to repeat this years lesson cause his stupid mom hasn't backed anything up. In way that his good for him to repeat , but in a way that really sucks for him... At least he would really no the stuff if he has to repeat it.
We are looking forward to Saturday , it will be our first time to hang out with everyone.. And honestly I'm looking forward to a Jordan break...
Breakimng Dawn is showing every hour today and the only times that are sold out are the night times, so me and Jordan are going this afternoon... YEA!!!!!!!
See yall tomorrow

stupid evil virus

So our weekend started out great. Jeff was off friday so we went shopping. I was on the hunt for some really cool brown boots and new panties. Jeff's first time in Victoria Secrets he said he really liked the store. duh!  Then he stopped at the sunglass hut just to browse and we ended up getting me a new pair of Ray-Bans. I really didn't need any mine are still good, but these are oh so cool. They are way bigger than my others and touch my cheek bone, but I'm trying to get used to it. If not at least you have 90 days to take them back. We went to Marshalls to check it out. big mistake that place was a night mare. I'm going to wait till the newness wares off then we went to the beauty store Ultra I think is its name. So cool it reminds me of a Sephora.. Jeff didn't care for that store so we didn't stay long in there , but I will be back. Didn't find any boots that I really liked so we went home. we shopped all day just me and him it was really nice. Then when we got home he got on the computer and discovered we had a virus that totally wiped out our hard drive. He worked on it a bit friday night and then saturday trying to recover it, but nothing was working. I really didn't want to buy a new one this one is only two years old. Saturday was another fun day. Jeff's xbox hasn't worked for awhile and he has been using coles , well Cole wants his back . So Jeff and cole went to game stop to see about a trade in. they gave him $95 towards a new one. so he did the trade. I was at Target and found some really cool boots. so I got them. Then all of us went to eat at Outback. so yummy. Then Mandy and Corey came over about 4 and drank and hung out till about 11:30 they were kid free and she was celebrating about her surgery being successful..Thank God!!! She still is a lovy drunk so that got old, but other than that it was nice to hang out with other adults. Sunday morning Jeff got up early and was working on our computer and was able to restore back to September and then run the anti-virus scan. Its working , but its still not completly normal. It wiped everything out all our pictures. so now we are backing everything up.

Today is the Breaking Dawn premier in LA , So I will be using Jordan's computer to watch it..Then Friday the movie opens.. YEA!!!!

After my blog yesterday I felt much relief and decided to talk to Jeff about how I felt. He seemed a bit surprised about what I was telling him. He said that he didn't mean to make me feel like he didn't want to do anything for me because he does. So he will work on his attitude. When I talked to him about my other issues with him he got kinda defensive and really just listened and said okay I got it you can stop going on about it.. None of us like to be critisized so I really understand him wanting me to shut up...So I think now that is out in the open when he falls back into the non-decission spot I will remind him nicely that he is the man make the choice..

There was no house showing after all yesterday , so I pretty much laid around and read.. Jeff didn't come home so I didn't feel guilty about not doing anything. Today I will get busy he will be home.

Marshalls opens today , but I think I will wait and go tomorrow and check it out.. I have to get dog food so I will be out and about anyway..

We may not be going to my moms for Thanksgiving , she told me since there truck has been in the shop so much they may need to work that week to catch up. No biggie we will just go to my aunts or Jeffs grandma's..