UGH!!!

I'm so aggrivated at my stupid period.. I don't know if its these drops messing with it or if its my different exercise.. I started my period on the 6th and I have been bleeding off and on since then. I will go a couple of days then off a couple of days.. The days I'm on my weight is up a pound the days I'm off I'm down a pound. So now my weight is bouncing up and down again... This really sucks!!!! I got the hallway painted and the baseboards scrubbed..Now all we have to do is clean and paint the air vents, put some trim up in the kitchen and clean up all the junk in the back yard.. We still haven't finished hauling off the tree's we cut down two weeks ago.. At least were making progress even if we don't move the house will have all the stuff done that needed to be done 4 years ago!!

could happen fast...

Okay so I went back on my diet yesterday and my thyroid pills. I wasn't taking them before  because I read that you weren't suppose to take anything else with the drops that it would take care of any problem you have. Well my feet started going numb again so I got back on my pills on Sunday.. When I weighed this morning I already lost 2.5 pounds. So now I weigh less than before I cheated.. YEA!!! Okay now onto the whole moving thing.. Jeff came home last night and said that New Fairveiw got approved for the blending plant. So they will be breaking ground very soon.. The boss over that yard told Jeff he sent the big boss an e-mail asking if Jeff could come drive out of that yard instead of Sonora. So if its approved Jeff and I will be moving.. I'm just leaving it in Gods hands if its meant for us to be up there then it will be , if not then I will be happy here.. I'm going to paint our hallway today (maybe). That was one of the things on the list to touch up..Part of me is really starting to freak out over this possibility of moving...Moving is hard and expensive..

I'm back on again..

Okay so after a two day break from eating right I have gained two pounds back.. YUK!!!  So today I begin the diet again. Jeff has gained back as well, but not going back on the diet. He will finish off the drops and just eat smaller meals.. We really did splurge over the weekend. I had chips and dip and a beer and candy. Yep I splurged... and now I have two pounds to get back off, but I'm really glad I splurged cause I got it over with now I can go back on my diet full force again.. I'm really really starting to like the way I look.  I know I will never be skinny my bones are too big and I would look sick, but I do like the shape my body is starting to take...

okay were done..

yep were quiters! Jeff is sick of all the veggies. He looks great by the way. Its amazing what 10 pounds did for him. He still wants to lose weight, but not eating all the rabbit food..He said he will just cut all his portions in half. I know I can do that, but I really don't see him doing it. I really hope he does.. Were still going to finish the drops and just eat normal again , just not normal portions..We are also not going back to sugar or white flour. I have been buying wheat noodles and brown rice for a long time so thats no big deal... I know what your thinking why stop when your on a roll, but honestly I'm sick of veggies, and I love veggies.. 

Omg!!!

I am so excited I lost two more pounds!!!! For me to lose 7 pounds in 10 days is fantastic, considering I would just lose 1 pound a week.. Then gain 2 on the weekend.. On the down side I am really really getting sick of what we have to eat.. Tonight we are going out to eat for my aunts Birthday. We really got screwed cause they want to go to Pac Saddle barbeque..I don't like Pac Saddle so I hate waisting our money eating at a place I don't like. Plus what food choices are we going to have.. We don't know if they have grilled chicken if they do we will eat our portion of chicken and I guess a house salad. If they don't have chicken we will eat a very small portion of brisket with a house salad.. Today I am fixing something new. I'm making taco's.. We found these Romain lettuce scoops so we will use those instead of the real shells, and of course no cheese.. I miss dairy :( I miss my Baileys :( but I can do this .. Just 10 more days . I really hope I lose more than 7 pounds in those 10 more days. Cause thats only 14 pounds and I really want to lose 20.. Tia and Laura, I really hope yall have a great vacation!!!

No hubby tonight..

I have laundry going, food was cooked yesterday so my plans today are nothing. After I exercise I think I will just lay out in the pool and enjoy not doing a dam thing..I ran around gathering things and cooking things all day yesterday I deserve a me day... Hope yall have a good one too!!!

Man I'm tired!

Today has been a pain in my ass..My morning started out good, nice and quiet then it was time to get Jordan up to do school.. he is really becoming a grouchy , negative, kid.. I made him go for a walk with me he hasn't been in a few days. I thought that the sunshine would help his mood. I tried talking to him about how negative he is about everything, and he said he would work on it.. Then Jeff informed me he will be home tonight then won't be home tomorrow night, and he is sick of salad. I don't blame him on that part. He wants me to make some of the recipes that came in the book. So I got online to order from that Walden Farms web site and discovered that Albertson's and Heb sell there products. Well I looked at Heb last week and didn't see the products so I trucked myself up to Albertson's and was so pleased that had every single thing I needed except one item.. So then I ran over to the Health food place and they didn't have what I needed then I came home and called Heb and ofcourse they don't either. Luckily the one thing that I didn't get is not really a big deal. Then I came home and grilled chicken breast and boiled eggs. I just got threw making Jeff 3 different complete meals and got everything ready for our dinner tonight. My back hurts from standing so long preparing everything.. I only lost 2 ounces today, but I did start so maybe that has something to do with it. If I don't lose in the morning I'm going to do the fasting thing they said you do if you stop losing the weight.  okay gotta go time for Ellen..