Here's what I know..

Sorry I haven't got back to all yall's questions. Tia , Cassie is 6 years old. Lacey , Art and Nikkie were life long friends of Bill and Temple. Bill and Art had been friends since they were 11 yrs old, now both 40. So Saturday morning I called Temple to find out what she decided to do about cps. She said that Julie called them. Since it was her daughter that Cassie was messing with and telling the stories too. Julie thought it would be best coming from her not Temple. Which is true. The cops and cps came to Julies house Friday night and Julie made a statement to them. Temple said that cps was going to get both girls Monday to talk to them. I am assuming at school, but don't know. Bill was never notified of anything. We got Cassie about 2 yesterday and she spent the whole day with us.She didn't act or say anything strange. I think its all bullshit that Julie is feeding Temple. Drama , Drama. Julie loves Drama just like Temple does. I hope its bullshit. But at least the proper people will question Cassie just to be sure. Thats all I know. Happy Mothers Day ! I hope yall's is great. Mine has been supper.. Jeff gave me a full body massage and cooked breakfast. He also put in my new dishwasher. Cole and Jeff both gave me a Kinect and the Zumba for it. Jordan did the dishes. We are about to cook bugers on the grill and lay out by the pool. Great Day!!

So messed up

Today is going to be busy for us. we are not used to having plans and we actually have something to do every single weekend for the next 4 weeks. Jeff's mom called him yesterday wanting to get together today for lunch. He really hurt her feelings when he told her no we couldn't make it. And that next time give us some notice, cause we have stuff to do. We have not seen her since January. Very sad seeing how she just lives in Ballinger. Jeff is really upset with her. Now that she is single she hardly calls or even bothers to come over. She will come into town and do stuff with Mandy, but doesn't come here. Anyways, I told Jeff that if he wanted to eat with his mom that it was fine with me. His call not mine. So he had a change of heart and we are going to lunch with her. We are also suppose to be getting Cassie for the day today, she will be going to the birthday party with us. I haven't seen her since I babysat that one time. I tell you Bill and Temple's divorce is really getting messy. I don't know if what either one of them are telling me is the truth. Bill called me Wed. night and told me a bunch of stuff about Temple and that he got a restraining order against her. So now she can only see Cassie at lunch during school, or supervised. She hasn't seen the baby at all. She is suppose to get them for a little while on Mothers day, supervised. Then Thurs. morning Temple calls me. I have not talked to her in 6 weeks. I find it very ironic how he calls after 4 weeks and she calls after 6. Any way she is telling me about how awful her life is not seeing the kids. She still hasn't gotten a job or dumped the ex-con boyfriend. That tells me she really isn't trying to get her kids. So last night she calls me freaking out about how she has heard from a neighbor (Julie) That while Cassie was over playing with her little girl that Cassie started playing with herself and Julie's daughter. Then Julie proceeds to tell Temple that Cassie told her daughter that her daddy taught her. So now Temple wants to call CPS on Bill. So I'm going to get her today and just see what is going on. I honestly don't believe its Bill. If its true that Cassie is getting messed with I think its from Julie's teenage son or one of her daughters. The reason I think this is because when Bill and Temple first met Julie her 15 year old son was sent away because he got caught messing with his younger sister. Either the son is back or the sister that got messed with is messing with Cassie. This is no game to be played, if something is going on with Cassie then justice needs to be done, but if this is just some pimped up drama that Julie and Temple have conjured up to get Cassie away from Bill that is just sick and wrong. Also , yes there is more.. Now Art and Nikki have gotten there own lawyer and they are trying to get full custody of the baby. They are doing this because Bill won't let Art see the baby. What a mess. Jeff is worried that Temple is sucking me in to all her drama. I do not want any part of it. I do want to make sure Cassie is ok though. After my visit with Cassie today maybe I will no something.

Yuk Bills

Yesterday's park visit didn't last very long. We stayed about an hour. The bigger boys had a whip and were learning how to use it. Jordan just didn't fit in. I felt very sad for him so I made up an excuse and we left. After I cheated with my nacho's I went and walked at the koa. I felt too guilty . I measured and weighed this morning. I have lost another 6 inches across my whole body, but still weigh the same. I have weighed the same now for 2 weeks. Not what I was hoping for. I'm thinking about reducing my calorie intake again, but I know I would be hungry, cause I'm fricken hungry now. So I probably wouldn't stick to it. I'm about to start and I am craving all kinds of food. I won't tell you cause I don't want you to suffer. Today is payday so I have to pay bills and buy groceries. Yuk! I also have to buy to birthday gifts for tomorrows party. Plus next week Jordan's bday and Sam's bday(both on same day) Not to mention Sunday is Mothers day so I am off to get my gift today as well. I'm thinking perfume. I am being bad this year, I didn't send Vonda(Jeff's mom) a card for Mothers day. I am just tired of doing all the gift giving in this relationship. Its his mother not mine. I love her , but I guess I just feel so frustrated that Jeff never gives me gifts, so why should I go out of my way to get gifts from him to others. Yep the pms again.

Park

Today we are going to meet with the other homeschoolers. Jordan doesn't want to go. The boy hasn't been out of the house since Sunday he is going to the fricken park. I'm kinda looking forward to female adult conversasion too. These mom's are different from me, so its always interesting. They like all have 8 to 11 kids so they grow there own food or buy a whole cow. One mom even has her own walk in fridge. There is one mom that only has 3 kids, but she even makes her own pasta. Sorry I just don't care about making pasta when I can poor it from a box. Buts that me, I have always hated cooking. I blame it on my mom. Every Thanksgiven or Christmas was so huge with lots of food , we had to help cook. Maybe I wouldn't mind cooking if I didn't have to do the clean up. Probably not.. We have to go to the store today. I have put it off long enough. I really hate going to WalMart , I might try Target today. Rondi (my sister-in-law) told me Target carrys alot of cold items now. And since I just want to get enough to get by for a few days Target might work out great. Then again what if I go to Target and they don't have what I need then I still have to go to WalMart. That would suck. Man I'm grouchy, I know why though its almost time. Yep pms...

Nothing Special

I have the blues again. Maybe because we were gone all weekend, I just don't want to do anything, or go any where. I stayed home and exercised yesterday, and didn't go to the store like I needed to. I have to go today, the stupid fish are out of food again. I swear they cost more than the 3 dogs do in the food area.There is something wrong with the filter system and the tank is gross again. Jeff doesn't know what to do. It looks like dust bunnys floating in the water. Big clumps of dust bunnys. Not to mention it stinks. He is gonna mess with it again this weekend and try to figure out whats wrong. Jordan has had a very smart mouth lately. When I tell him to do something like take out the trash , he will respond like " its fine" or just a straight up "no" . He's always laughing saying he's just joking and he does the job, but I'm tired of it. Yesterday was the last straw for me. If he smart mouths me one more time I'm taking away things. We had a long talk and I explained to him that  what he is doing is disrespectful not funny. The homeschool group is meeting tomorrow at the park, and we haven't gone in months. I think we are gonna go. Jordan never wants to go cause there is only one kid close to his age and he is in to sports. Jordan isn't, so unless you want to toss a ball around there isn't much for the big kids to do. Well thats about it.

Not much to say.

Yesterday I was so busy getting this house back in shape and doing up the laundry. It really didn't go as planned. I cleaned house and did all the laundry on Thurs. before we left. That way on Mon. all I would have to do is laundry from our trip and be lazy. Well with the rain and 3 dogs in the house my plan did not work. I had to sweep and mop and vacuum. Then while I was at it I thought what the hell, so I went ahead and dusted. Cause with 3 dogs you do that alot. Then with 4 loads of laundry I was busy all day. I didn't exercise , but I never sat down till 3 when I got my haircut. So I feel pretty sure I got exercise for the day. I weighed in this morning and I didn't gain or lose. I'm still the same. Today I'm going to exercise. I'm really tring to lose 2 pounds a week. I need to go to the store we are out of food, but I hate going. We have something to do for the next four Saturday's. Very different for us to have plans. Part of me wants to be a bitch on Saturday the 28th and not go to a certain graduation. I know thats mean, but why should we go. They didn't come to my son's. Jeff said two wrongs don't make a right, but I say it sure would feel good though.

I'm home..

I had such a great weekend with my mom. Lawrence and Rondi  came for the weekend too. So this was the first time in 3 years that all of us kids were at my mom's together. Lawrence hasn't been there to see mom in 2 years. Calob lives there so he see's mom all the time. Cole and Sam even drove up Saturday morning cause he didn't have to work. His first road trip. He did great.. Jeff's ribs and chicken were fantastic. Even my grumpy step dad ( Tony) liked them. Tony was even nice and socialable the whole weekend. Strange! I ate and drank too much, but so worth it. I haven't seen Rondi since we all went to Vegas and she said Holy Cow you look so skinny. I don't , but hey I  will take the compliment. I can't believe its May. I really need to stop cheating and get back to extreme exercising so I will be ready for summer. Okay I have to get off here I got tons of laundry to do.